5/18/11

Forgiving Joe


After working for two hours on an important business word document this morning, I lost it. Gone! Poof! Lost forever!

I looked and looked for it on my new MacBook but to no avail. Even Google Desktop or Spotlight couldn't find it. My ego was furious with myself, but another part of me said to be gentle with Joe...I am tired and need a vacation, after a challenging first five months of the year.

Forgiving myself was hard this afternoon but I did the best I could. I noticed my anger and just held in that middle place, exactly between denial and obsession. This is the best I could do and I bow to my own vulnerability, emotion, patience and witnessing.

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