Most gay people struggle in this society. This jock from Canada talks about the alienation and high cost of hiding his sexuality in high school. He bullied himself

Watch this excellent series of TV interviews with Scott Heggart, a star hockey player, who loved sports but hated gay slurs he heard in high school and in the locker room. Finally, he came out. 

His struggles were different than the non-athletic kid who gets bullied.  His own self-bullying almost ended his life.